She needs help. I can see it.
She thinks she hides it. Thinks I can't tell. But I can.
It's been so clear for so long. We're inseparable. I've noticed all the little changes.
I see the pain that she tries to hide away. I see the mental struggle she fights everyday.
I notice the way she's grown quieter over the years. I see the way she sits on the sidelines. She's still sitting there but it's like her minds somewhere else. She's not completely present.
She observes. Listens. Makes a comment now and then but never really joins in.
I see the way she fakes laughs. Whenever everyone else does she joins in at the right times. But it never reaches h
Losing Reality by ThePhotographyPotato, literature
Literature
Losing Reality
I kept my head down. Hid my face. Slipped into the shadows.
My skin prickled. I could feel stares burning into the back of my head. They were watching me. Judging me.
I pulled my hood on further and quickened my pace.
Ignore them.
I focused on my feet. Every step taking me closer to home. Closer to the safety of my bed. I could curl up and hide away from the world.
A laugh echoed through the wind. I snapped out of my thoughts.
I didn't dare look behind me. I didn't break my steady pace.
Ignore them.
I had to get the better of this.
The laugh gradually built up louder and louder. There was more of them now. Hysterical laughter surrounded me. I
She needs help. I can see it.
She thinks she hides it. Thinks I can't tell. But I can.
It's been so clear for so long. We're inseparable. I've noticed all the little changes.
I see the pain that she tries to hide away. I see the mental struggle she fights everyday.
I notice the way she's grown quieter over the years. I see the way she sits on the sidelines. She's still sitting there but it's like her minds somewhere else. She's not completely present.
She observes. Listens. Makes a comment now and then but never really joins in.
I see the way she fakes laughs. Whenever everyone else does she joins in at the right times. But it never reaches h
Losing Reality by ThePhotographyPotato, literature
Literature
Losing Reality
I kept my head down. Hid my face. Slipped into the shadows.
My skin prickled. I could feel stares burning into the back of my head. They were watching me. Judging me.
I pulled my hood on further and quickened my pace.
Ignore them.
I focused on my feet. Every step taking me closer to home. Closer to the safety of my bed. I could curl up and hide away from the world.
A laugh echoed through the wind. I snapped out of my thoughts.
I didn't dare look behind me. I didn't break my steady pace.
Ignore them.
I had to get the better of this.
The laugh gradually built up louder and louder. There was more of them now. Hysterical laughter surrounded me. I
Hi... I'm back.
It's been months since I've been active and I'm sorry. I needed a break.
I wasn't in a good place mentally and I needed to take some time out for myself. Everything just got a bit overwhelming for me in my personal life. Where photography used to be relaxing for me it became very stressful to try and always have something good to post here.
However I have been using this time to focus on my photography skills and I've been practising and experimenting with it. Especially with macro mode which I have fallen in love with.
Also I'm sorry I didn't let you know that I was going on hiatus.
I want to thank you for sticking around and
Jacksepticeye is doing a charity live stream to raise money for the dbsa (depression and bipolar support alliance)
Please go and watch and donate if you can.
#PositiveMentalAttitude
It's finally half term. No school means that I can finally go out and get some more photos.
I'm planning to start uploading more regularly now I have time. Hopefully I'll stop procrastinating and actually leave the house this holiday.
Also it's comin...